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Aziqa
10 February 2010 @ 12:10 am
Ms Chee's last words for the last lesson for Multicamera Studio Production yesterday was

"It's a wrap."

I felt a tinge of sadness. This module was mad crazy but the adrenaline and closeness of what the real industry is is just so.. sexy. And Friday is the last Radio tutorial (it's a skills test!) and I if I ever don't become a radio person I'll never ever be able to play with the equipment again. I love being in the 'on air' room and having control over everything. I love the rush the colourful buttons urgh everything. God I love what I'm doing so much.
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
Aziqa
09 February 2010 @ 08:36 pm
As I bank in letters onto the screen my mom is happily sewing her outfit for this year's raya. She has asked me to come up with a design for my own and I wish I had some help. Feels weird tho that now it's only us two when it used to be the fuss of four. Hmmm.

The interview at Mediacorp went well for me. The test was a whole other thing. Internship has not even started and I can already feel the pressure, especially from those who expected me to take other professions beside journalism. I told my friend that I am completely leaving this to the 'hands' of Allah, otherwise known as redha because only he knows what is going to happen and why. Oh dear god I sound so..hmmm.

I wish my legs were not short and stump. That's all.
 
 
Current Mood: busy
 
 
Aziqa
01 February 2010 @ 07:58 pm
Been very listless, and maybe even souless lately. Its like my mind, heart, body are all at different places at one time and most of the time I catch myself in a daze or just simply lethargic. It's very irritating especially since semester is about to end so deadlines are nearing. The anxiety and talks of internship is also tiring. But what's bugging me more lately is how everyone is not taking me seriously. I am a young adult and when I set my mind on something, I mean it with all my heart but yeah people still are like whatever and do as they wish. Yeah I am a very fickle person but when I put my foot down on something I frigging mean it. Stop trying to control my life. I really wanna go on a vacation with my family, get away from all these madness and vultures.
 
 
Current Mood: crappy
 
 
Aziqa
09 January 2010 @ 11:34 pm
You should have seen their faces.

You would have seen;
disappointment
amazement
shock

but mainly disappointment
from the way they trick their faces but never their eyes, their tone and their awkwardness.


 
 
 
Current Mood: crappy
 
 
Aziqa
01 January 2010 @ 01:22 pm
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Hype from last night's crazy night is slowly decreasing I had trouble sleeping last night. Aishah hopes I open my heart to love and for love. And Anati, never have I ever wished for my very own Build-a-Bear bear because it takes time and is pricey. My mind went blank when I got Sissimo (nickname by Sha) because she's perfect. I don't like teddy bears, because they only collect dust but something about this personalised teddy makes me feel so attached to it. T'was my first countdown outdoors I've had in years, and I did it with the most amazing people. I don't even know where to start (on telling you how amazing they are). Because even though they played nasty pranks at me before/after countdown, last night was a helluva fun night.

Happy 2010!
 
 
Current Mood: calm
 
 
 
 

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